how much more????

hw mch more
shud i go before i know i've arrived?
hw mch more
shud i do before i know tht's enuf?
hw mch more
shud i try before i know it's done?
hw mch more
shud i live before i know i'm ready?
hw mch more
shud i take before everyone realises tht
wht matters is hw mch more each cn tk...

in quest of.....?

i'm lukin out for...... WHAT? i dunno. i hv no idea. seriously.
wht do normal ppl luk for? money? happiness?
wht do abnormal ppl luk for? colors? shapes? faces?
wht do kids luk for? more time to play? friends?
wht r u lukin for? or has ur search ended? r u de enlightened one?
i'm not lukin for answers. jst in quest of.....

a poem that touched my heart; by e e cummins

i carry your heart with me,
i carry it in my heart;
i am never without it.
anywhere i go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling.

i fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are
whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart,
i carry it in my heart.

Love lost

Lady, I thought,
"You and me together,
Someday, the world would see."
But, you saw me as a friend
And nothin' more.

Lady, I thought,
"Today, I'll tell the world
How much I love you."
But, when you stood before me
I saw nothin' but the stars.

Lady, I thought,
You would understand
By my signs, not so subtle
But, even when you didn't recognise
My love for you, I never gave up hope.

Lady, I thought,
Deep down inside, I felt
You were the one.
I erred. But when you had to go,
I could take it no more.

Lady, I'm thinkin',
"Now that you've gone,
Stay happy; enjoy life.
The man of whom your wife
Will stay in heaven, all his days."

But still I'm thinkin'
One day, you'll be back.
I'm waitin for that day.
Then, to me, you'll say,
"I love you more than my life."

At the end of the day,
I know I'm crazy
To even think this way.
Love hurts. So what?
Keep lovin' is all that I can say.